DEANJONES
Hello dosto mera naam Kavita hai aur mai ek bohot hi haseen ladki hu. Mujhe na sajna aur sawarna bohot hi acha lagta hai. Mai zadatar time sirf khud ko khoobsurat banane mei lagati hu. Mujhe sabse zada pyaar apne lambe ghane baalon se hai. Mere baal meri kamar se neeche hai aur mai inka bohot zada dhyaan rakhti hu. Mera kaafi waqt inko kanghi karne aur sawarne mei jaata hai.
Mere parivar mein mai, mere papa aur mummy hai aur humare ghar par mere chacha ki ladki Sapna didi rehte hai. Sapna didi mere se 2 saal badi hai aur unka college humare sheher mei hone ki wajah se wo humare ghar par hi rehti thi. Mujhe na Sapna di kabhi bhi zada pasand nahi aayi wo na mujhe bas jalti rehti hai har baat par. Unke looks mere jitne ache nahi hai aur baal wo toh chidiya ka ghosla hai bilkul. Kisi tarah kandhe se thoda neeche rakhti hai wo unko aur mujhe dekh dekh jala karti hai. Unke dost bhi kabhi aate toh meri badi tareef karte aur unse compare kar ke kehte apni choti behen ko dekh tujhse kitni zada khoobsurat hai.
Par meri zindagi mein ek bohot hi bhayanak hadsa hua 2 saal pehle jisse sab badal gaya. Hua yu ki kyuki mai padhai par zada dhyaan nahi deti thi mere 11th class mei number kum aane lage. Mai pehle semester mei kisi tarah pass hui toh doosre semester mei fail ho gayi. Mummy aur tution wali madam dono ne bohot ghussa kiya mujh par. Mujhe room mei band kar diya aur kuch din na kahi aane jaane diya na phone chalane diya.
Sunday ko maine ache se sampoo kiya aur baal sukhane chat par khadi ho gai. Mohalle ke sabhi ladko ki nazar sirf mere taraf hi hoti thi aur mai bhi jaan pooch kar poora time le kar baal sukhati thi unko jhatakti thi sab ladko ke samne. Mai jab baal sukha kar wapas andar gayi toh sapna di mujhe ghoor rahi thi maine unko ignore kiya aur Hall mei nashta karne chali gai.
Waha baithi hi thi tabhi teacher bhi aa gayi kambakhat kabhi bhi chali aati thi. Wo meri mummy se meri padhai ko le kar baat karne lagi. Sapna didi bhi aa gayi aur mere bagal wali kursi par baith kar nashta karne lagi. Jab teacher mere marks ko le kar meri burai kar rahi thi tab hi mauka dekh Sapna didi ne mere lambe baal haath mei uthaye aur kehne lagi “chachi ye hai samasya ye saare din inko hi sawarti rehti hai padhegi kya” Aisa keh kar unhone mere baal chod diye.
“Ache hai tabhi toh sawarti hu aap ki tarah ghosla thode hai” Maine dheere se keh diya. “Kavita tameez se rahi apni badi behen se aise baat karte hai bhala” Mummy mujhpar zor se chillayi. “Madma Sapna sahi hi bol rahi hai iski class teacher bhi bohot shikayat karti hai” Teacher ne bola mummy se. “Is semester ye agar ek bhi subject mei fail hui na tab dekhna aisi punishment milegi ki apne aap dimaag thikane aa jayega” Mummy ne meri taraf dekh bade ghusse se bola.
Maine sabko ignore kiya sabko aur apna nashta khatam kar wapas room mei chali gayi. Ye har saal ka tha mummy ghussa karti phir thandi ho jaati thi aur mai bhi kisi tarah se pass ho jaati thi toh sab phir normal ho jata tha. Us saal Maine zada padhai par dhyaan nahi diya. Jab mai, mummy aur meri teacher final ke PTM mei gaye toh school ke teachers ne meri jamm kar shikayat kari. Mai 3 subjects mei fail hui thi sabne hum logon ko principal ke paas bheja. Principal ma’am ne mujhe sabke saamne bohot danta mai poore 11th mei akeli ladki thi jo fail hui thi aur mujhe ek poora saal phir se repeat karna tha.
Ghar aate waqt raste bhar mummy ne ek shabd nahi bola na mujhse na meri teacher se. Jaise hi ghar aaye mujhse seedhe kamre mei bhej diya. Wo kaafi der bahar baithe kuch baatein kar rahe the. Maine sunne ki koshish kari magar sun na paayi beech beech Sapna didi ki awaaz bhi aa rahi thi. Raat ko sone se pehle mai dresser par baithi apne baalon mei kanghi kar rahi thi usi samay Sapna didi room mei aayi.
Wo pehle toh ja kar bed par let gai phir thodi der baad mere peeche aa kar khadi ho gai aur ek ajeeb si smile dene lagi mujhe. “Kitne sundar baal hai na tumhare Kavita. Bohot bura hoga jab ye jayenge” Wo badi ajeeb si tone mei boli aur ja kar bed par let gai. Maine unki is harqat ko ignore kiya aur thodi hi der baad ja kar bed par let gai. Unhone phir meri laton par haath lagaya aur kaha “wahh kya baal hai” Ab mujhse raha nahi gaya “aap ko itni jalan kyu hai apne bhi ache kar lo ghosle jaise lagte hai” Maine ghusse mei kaha aur doosri taraf mud kar so gayi. “Aaj mai tumhe kuch nahi bolungi. Janti ho kyu? Kyuki kal ke baad mera ghosla bhi tumse zada acha dikhega” Unhone dheere se bola. Mai unhe koi jawab nahi dena chahti thi toh bas leti rahi aur thodi hi der mei so gayi kyuki kal sunday tha toh mujhe time se uth kar shampoo karna tha sab meri rah jo dekhte the chat par.
Jab subah uthi toh dekha 9:30 baj chuke the mai jaldi se uth kar ready hone chali gai. Maine ache se shampoo aur conditioner kiya. Jab kamre se bahar aayi toh dekha bahar Hall mei ek kinare par ek ladka baitha tha ek chota baksa liye. Mai seedhe chat par chali gayi apne baal sukhane aur ladko ko dikhane. Mere peeche peeche hi Sapna didi bhi aane lagi unke haath mei ek paani ki balti thi. Upar aa kar Maine dekha ki almost har chat par ladke khade the shayad mera wait hi kar rahe the. Dekh kar mujhe badi khushi hui ki itne ladke mere par fida the kuch ladkiya bhi thi waha jo aksar rehti thi dekh kar jalti thi.
Isse pehle mai apna towel khol kar show shuru karti mummy bhi waha aa gayi aur wo ladka bhi unke peeche peeche apna baksa liye pahuch gaya. Wo chat ke beech mei baitha toh didi ne paani ki balti uske paas rakh di. “Mummy ye kaun hai? ” Maine poocha par mummy ne jawab dene ki jagah mera haath pakda aur us ladke ke samne bitha diya. Baithte hi unhone mera tower nikala aur mere geele baal seedhe aa kar mere sar se latakne lage. Baithe hone ki wajah se wo zameen par lag rahe the. “Mummy abhi shampoo kiya hai sab gande ho jayenge phir se” Maine mummy se kaha.
Unhone ek zor ka thappad mujhe lagaya aur kaha “chup chaap baitho ek dum” mujhe rona sa aa raha tha usse. Maine ek side par nazar daali toh dekha didi muskura rahi thi aur video bana rahi thi. Mummy ne mera sar ek dum neeche jhuka diya. Ab mujhe sirf zameen hi dikh rahi thi aur mere latakte hue baal dikh rahe the. Baal ghane hone ki wajah se aisa lag raha tha jaise andhera ho gaya ho bilkul. “Chalo bhaiya shuru karo” Mummy ne us ladke se kaha Mujhe toh kuch samajh hi nahi aa raha tha kere saath kya ho raha hai. Mere baal pehle hi geele the phir bhi usne paani dala aur massage karne laga. Phir mummy ne didi ko bulaya aur kaha “yaha se thode baal utha aur pakdi rehna”. Mujhe feel hua ki unhone kuch baal utha kar taane mere upar ki taraf.
Phir us ladke ne bag se koi lambi si cheez nikali aur usme kuch lagane laga. Maine wo cheez kahi dekhi toh thi par yaad nahi aa raha tha kaha dekhi hai. Thodi si der mei mujhe apne sar ke beech kuch feel hua jaise kisi me nakhun se scrach kiya ho. Mai thoda hili toh mummy ne peeche se hi ek chanta maar diya “kaha na chup chaap baitho yaha” Wo daantne lagi mujhe rona sa aa raha tha.
Wo kurchan mujhe sar ke upar wale part par feel hone lagi aur wo bhi aise jaise koi badi jaldi jaldi khujla raha ho. Mujhe bada hi uncomfortable feel ho raha tha kaafi bura bhi lag raha tha. Mai baithi yahi soch rahi thi ki ye ho kya raha hai mere saath tab hi mere samne ke baal ek ek kar neeche zameen par girne lage. Jaise hi Maine une is tarah girte dekha meri cheekh nikal gayi. Maine uthne ki koshish kari rona aa raha tha bohot par mummy ne zor se pakad liya “baith jao chup chaap nahi toh isse bhi bura hoga”
“Nai mummy please nahi mere baal nahi please” Mai zor zor se rone lagi. Aas paas se hasne ki awaazein aa rahi thi par mummy ne meri ek na suni. Maine neeche aur baal girte dekhe meri aakhon ke samne zameen par baal bhadte hi jaa rahe the. Wo khurchan mujhe mere sar ke peeche bhi feel hone lagi mere kaan ke paas se lambi si meri late zameen par aa kar gir rahi thi. Sar par bhi ajeeb sa feel ho raha tha hawa lag rahi thi bohot. Mai bas roye ja rahi thi ki kya karwa rahi hai mummy mere baalon ke saath.
Kuch 10 minute hue honge ye sab chalte hue an Mai apni aakhon ke agal bagal ek bhi latt nahi dekh paa rahi thi. Neeche pade baal itne the maano poora farsh hi baalon ka ho. Mere baalon ko neeche zameen par pada dekh mere aansu ruk hi nahi rahe the. “Madam ji iska kya karna hai” Us ladne ne kuch poocha mummy se. “Isko aise hi rehne do” Mummy ne kaha. “Phir aap ek baar haath laga kar check kar lo” Usne kaha. Mummy ka haath mujhe sar par feel ho raha tha shayad mera dimag jaanta tha ki mere saath kya hua par manne ko teyaar nahi tha Mai denial mei thi. “Ek kaam karo cream laga kar ache se chikna kar do isko phir tel laga dena” Mummy ne usse kaha.
“Madam ji cream laga ke kar dunga tel nahi hai mere paas” Usne jawab diya. “Koi baat nahi chachi tel Mai laga dungi” Didi ne haste hue kaha. Mummy ne pakad thodi dheeli kari aur wo jo baal didi taan kar khadi thi wo unhone apne haath mei le li. Wo ladka thoda khada hua aur mere sar par kuch lagane laga. Phir usi cheez se phir se sar par khurachne laga. Sab jagah khurachne ke baad usne mere sar par paani dala aur towel se saaf kar diya. “Lijiye madam ho gaya ek dum saaf takla hai” Usne kaha didi hasne lagi uski baat sun kar. Mai roye jaa rahi thi ghussa bhi aa rhaa tha bohot mummy par. “Aisa karna har hafte aa jana Sunday ko ab 2 saal tak isko aise hi rakhna hai”.
